Where has the time gone?

Man, I can't believe it is the first of June.  I haven't accomplished most of the stuff I set out to do in the new year.  The back room is still messy - as soon as I cleanup up something another thing piles up, I'm still working on orders constantly, and I haven't stockpiled anything for Christmas.  I haven't even come up with a wonderful idea for Christmas.  I need some inspiration.  All of the ideas I see right now seem kinda cheesy.  That's what happens when you are by yourself too much - no one to bounce ideas around with.  Doodle where are you?